Last night I realized that there is a disconnect in my heart about moving to Seattle. I think I believe that God is faithful...I have listened to hundreds of stories that about how He provided and cared for them and what He says about himself. ...what I'm having a hard time with is believing that He sees me worth being faithful towards. Often I wonder if God really is faithful, placing the malfunction in belief on the character of God...when the malfunction is in my court!
So right now I have to chose to fly...to move despite not feeling put together...to love despite feeling inadequate...to trust despite feeling unworthy...
...and He is choosing me as His means to share His love and grace to students at the U...
oh that I wouldn't be afraid of my own humanity
jodi
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Thanks for sharing Jodi. He will always be faithful even when we don't feel worth it.
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